Nope i'm not addicted to drugs unless you count insulin as one
I'm back home in my place of birth, closed another chapter of my life but i've learned much things on my voyage. No matter how far the roadtrip goes there are always folks that will try to suck you dry and bleed you to death all that matter are the people that stay with you even when you are 400 km apart.

Recession hit the firm hard so they fired some of us but in a way that's not such a bad thing. We're all expendable in a way. There is one great quote or saying if you will...

Definition of success:
''Get yourself up one more time than you crash down''

In a way i have to thank my firm for letting me go because now, i wish that i had a cloning machine because of the amount of job that i'm offered daily.

The old Lighting crew, a squad that i was once part of is slowly breaking but i know, they/we will always help each other with gigs, concerts and jobs on the side. That's how the life goes today. You can have one very well payed job and work your ass off or you can be a freelancer always on the road, always in the hunger for learning news things, working for many crews on many projects until you decide to calm yourself down.

Calm i say, not becoming dead with one job but no more in need to prove yourself to anybody, because you know you've proven yourself many times on many occasions. This time they will come for you, asking you how to do, can it be done and you will always say with a smile on your face: Sure it can be done, I have just the right man/just the right crew of 'lunatics' to get the job done...and this is the way things should be done.

Helping others to help you and the circle will slowly be growing and then perhaps people will see there is no point of wars, famine, stealing (in every aspect of life) but i have made a slow turn

I'm happy to be in my city once again, although my crew is found only in very small and tiny pieces those that remain by my side are those that are worth of dying for. I'm working in a small rental firm, waaaaaaaay smaller than the last one i was working for. We have around 30 pieces of Robe moving heads and a nice sound system from KV2. There are many concerts in my small town that counts around 60,000 people and tempo is good, easy, guys are gold, no back stabbing, there's no job hunting over dead bodies in this firm and times are finally going gold even in the face of f****d up finance s***T in the World.

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For those that know what i'm talking about:

Wolf is still alive and has found another of its kind, pack is growing slowly and being home after such a long time is refreshing.

When you see Full [Fool ] Moon in your city late at night remember me howling toward the Orion constellation 'my' red head vampire cherie

YT. Brujah - Wolf